Saturday, May 10, 2014

Prom.

Today, I watched Disney's Prom again. And it made me miss school. It also left me hanging. 

Prom. Four letters that depict that one night. One night when you could just forget about the world for a while. That one night when everything else won't matter. 

Well, I would have loved to have experienced prom. But then, in our school, it's just not possible. I guess I am just kinda envious of those who experienced it. I mean, come on, it's prom. I wanted to be part of something like that. I wouldn't mind if I went alone. I just want to be there and witness it all happening.

I could already imagine it. People dancing and laughing and singing their hearts out. I would be there at the background smiling and feeling infinite to have witnessed this scene. Or I could be also part of the crowd, we'd be dancing and laughing. 

~An Alternate Ending~

If I had someone with me during that one night, then I'll remember and treasure that person forever. I'll remember that time when he asked me. I'll remember that time when he picked me up at my house and asked for my parents' permission. I'll remember that time when he opened up the door for me. And how he took my hand and led the way. And how he smiled sheepishly at me. And how we danced with the stars twinkling above us. And how it felt awkward to wrap my arms around your neck. And how I looked into your eyes and how you looked into mine and how I knew that you'll always have a place in my heart.

Friday, May 9, 2014

Some People Leave.

Some people leave and never come back. They leave without saying goodbye. They were lured into the thought that leaving would be best, it was the right thing to do. And when you are involved with a person like that, I believe that what's left for you to do is just to let go. You have no choice. You have to accept the fact that some things are just meant to stay temporarily. When this happens, just smile and walk away. Smile, because that may be the last time that you'll see whoever that person is. Walk away, because if you stay, you'll get hurt.

Some people leave and then come back. When all has been said and done, and you finally got a hang of things, this person just comes back. At first glance, you were so happy that you were given the chance to see each other again. Without thinking, you might have even considered welcoming that person with open arms, but then you remember. You remember it all too well. And that, that hinders you from just going with the flow.

Some people leave because they got hurt. You may have been one of those who did the hurting that it was too much for that person. Or you may have mixed feelings about this person's absence. There may have been those times when you actually liked every moment well spent with that person. But there have also been those times when you regretted everything you said and did. When that person leaves, you feel that sting coming from your very own heart. It hurts. Just a little bit. But you know that it'll never be enough to make you stop that person from leaving.

Some people leave and all you could do is watch them. You could have wanted to wave goodbye or at least smile at them but you didn't have enough courage to do it so you ended up just watching them. As that person leaves, all you could ever think of are those movie scene moments. All those moments that only you would remember. That other person wouldn't even bother because for them it was just a normal day. When the person is halfway gone, you watch them more closely. Then, that would be it. You'll be mouthing, "Goodbye." and you walk away. You walk away with the thought that maybe it will work. Someday.