Whatever. I Just DON'T Care.

It seems like everybody has been blogging about negative things. I feel so sad whenever I read those. I come to realizations. I don't ever understand it. I try to. Few hours ago, I felt happy. Finally, nothing's wrong. Only the campaign is stressing me. But then, there came Lunch and me and my friends are talking about friendships (the one the we -girls have). I don't know why or how it came to the point where my friend told me about someone saying a bad thing about me. I know its normal. I know it happens. But, I've had enough of this person. I wish I could tell that person. Does it feel good? Bringing me down then? And a few days ago, you did it again. I don't care anymore. But why? What wrong did I do to you? Did it ever enter your mind, that somehow you should move on and do the same. It's your fault. It's all your doings. Not me, her, or them. It's all you. I have said bad things about you. But, just that day. That day, where and when it all started. I accepted your apology before. But I can't seem to forget. I don't hold grudges. You should know that. I just want to punch you in the face. Yes, I really want to. You are insensitive. I can say nothing more. I wouldn't want to be like you. Someday, I hope you will think more. Of what you say and do. Don't say that you did it for him. I know you did not. You're a bad liar. You're just using him to have a better story. Stop using people. Stop complicating lives. The world does not revolve around you. I am so tired of you and your alibis. You won't ever get it. Just stop. That's it. I don't care. Oh. Does it bother you? Of course not. You're the one who I wish I didn't meet. When you came, everybody's life got complicated. In short, you ruined it. We used to be really close. Our class, I mean. Only, excluding you.

P.S. Sorry for the negativity. I just need to express myself.

Hugs&Kisses,
Jas[giggles]28 ^_~

I May Not Be Perfect But.......

1. I am trust worthy and reliable. (I am not bragging, but I know that people can surely rely on me. Trust worthy? Oh, yes. I am.) Trust is a fragile thing.
2. I know my responsibilities. (Being the eldest, I get the most of the responsibilities. (I.e, Being in-charge whenever me and my siblings are left alone.)
3. I  make the ones I love feel loved. (In so many ways, I mean we only have one shot at life right?)
4. I appreciate the little things. (Like notes that are posted early in the morning or any time of the day . It makes me smile. :) )
5. I keep track of what I do with my life. (I am goal-minded. I have my dreams. They keep me sane. :p)

P.S. Please don't misunderstand this post. For the record, I am not bragging. :D I just think of happy thoughts :)

Hugs & Kisses,
Jas[giggles]28 ^_~

Rainy Weekend

Many things happened this week. I'm still not real sure if I am happy with it. I was forced but then whenever I think about it I am confused. Ugh! Well, maybe if I just let fate decide everything will be fine. Next few weeks are going to be the most stressful weeks of my sophomore year. I just hope I can still have enough rest. I get it. I am a little exaggerating of what happened. I really didn't think this would be that hard.

Hugs & Kisses.
Jas[giggles]28 ^_~

High School Diaries: First 3 days of Sophomore

Hey! So, first I would like to say thank you to all of my 'travelers'/readers. I call my readers 'travelers' because Rainbow After the Rain is mostly about life's journey. Travelers, thank you so much. I also wish to know you better. If you guys don't mind, I'd like you to suggest topics, okay? How? Comment on the post. :D

Second, this year's post would be mostly about school, friends, life, music & other things. :)

Third, I want to introduce my poetry side. I write poems . Some got posted on my old blog. But since this is a new one all of my recent poems will be posted here. Don't worry though, I'll still post the old ones here. ^_~

Okay, so let's start our topic.Opening of classes in our school happened on Wednesday, so we finished our first week yesterday. I won't tell you any more of the first day's details since I have posted one already. The second day was really funny. Lots of introductions were heard that day. Also, our school held a fire/ earthquake drill. We started the day with permanent seats, greetings and prayer. I found our teachers okay. I was feeling better that day. Finally, I feel like sophomore year's going to be a blast. HaHa :) The last day of our first week was better. Discussions already started. We talked about different things. An example would be the probable candidates for our school government. The day went fast and before I knew it I was riding the car going home.

P.S. In our Literature class, a quote was presented by our teacher.

Now this is not the end. It is not even the beginning of the end. But it is, perhaps, the end of the beginning.
Winston Churchill


Hugs & Kisses,
Jas[giggles]28 ^_~

High School Diaries: First Day of Sophomore Year ^_~

Hey. So, this is the first day of Sophomore year. And, I think that this would be a good topic to discuss.
Well, this day is quite special. It is the first day of school and I consider it important. Last night, I slept with the thought that maybe, just maybe things will be better. We're not the newbies anymore. We are getting older and more responsibilities are given to us.

I was really nervous as I got out of the car. I mean, I just don't know why but I feel like this is all new again. But, aside from the paint, teachers, students, and the classes, I realized that our class didn't change that much. Our adviser is our Math teacher. She's been teaching there for quite a while now. The day started with a lot of introductions, rules, and a mixed feeling of awkwardness and happiness. I was feeling better. The classroom's theme is Adventure Time which I like. :)  We also wrote our goals for the school year. Today is a half day so we're done by 12pm. Tomorrow's the start of a regular day.

The highlight of this day is meeting up with classmates/ friends. Its just so normal to be with them. HAHA..... :D

Hugs & Kisses,
Jas[giggles]28 ^_~

Injured. That's the word.

So, yesterday was my grandmother's birthday. She had a great party. A party filled with friends, food and fun. But, that day due to my clumsiness, my right foot got sprained. Yes, it did. It hurts up until now.

During the party, I enjoyed. But, not that much. I can't do things that would require a lot of walking, running and etc. I just can't take it.

On my mind, there's this phrase that's been throughout the night. It goes like this "So, this is how it feels."
Ugh.......I admit though I am really clumsy. But with the help of my granny's friend .....my foot feels better now.

P.S. I hope my foot heals fast enough.

Hugs & Kisses,
Jas[giggles]28 ^_~

That Was Then This Is Now ^_~

This post is mostly going to be about........read so you'll find out :)

Do you guys feel sad when you remember the good old times that you had at least once in your life? How it felt? How you would write the date somewhere so that you'd always remember. When everything seemed simpler that time? That somehow less is always more. That the little things were the ones you remember most?  I think that everyone feels this. It is something that is quite normal in life. :D Well, I just think so.

This quote says

Be Positive no matter what!
Believe in yourself.
Accept the good and bad things that life throws at you.
And lastly,
Everything happens for a reason :p









P.S. Simple but short post.....what do you think? ^_~

Hugs & Kisses,
Jas[giggles]28