Sadness, all over the place.

Have you ever felt this way before? I mean, I keep feeling sad last Monday. Just sad due to the past. Although, I tried to forget, things just keep coming back. Its hard to face situations like that. Once I see something that serves as a reminder, flashbacks just go through my mind. Well, when things like this happen, I just write. I can't just let everything hold its place there. If it gets too much, I bet I'll explode.

Here are the poems. 

*I hope that you don't feel sad or anything when you read this. This will just heavy(not sure whether this is the right word) your sadness.

Scars Made By Them

by Me :))

Deep in my heart

Are scars carved deep

Though I try to break free

I know they can't be healed easily

Right outside, the stars shine

I see them through my window

And I pray to be healed

Just then tears flow down my face

They don't see 

Only He can

They'll never know

How hurt I am that I'll blow

I avoided going to that place

But no matter what, it can't be erased

Sadness in my heart, that's what I feel

Wishing all this is just a bad dream

Lonely

by Me :))

There by the window

A weeping girl sits

With her bright eyes

That's filled with tears

"When will this end?"

She asks

No one answers

The room was vast

Her thoughts

Are scattered free

Her dreams

Are shattered on the floor

Those are the simple ones

That cannot happen

They only know the grand

That's all they know

That girl weeping

Still weeps

Trying to find a way 

To be free

In her life now

She'd never been that happy

She wants to go back

To the times when

She wasn't lonely

There you go, folks. Try to be happy while you can. Grab any opportunity. 

"Smile though your heart is breaking." That's what they say.