The Now.

There are lots of things that I want to do in the near future. This has been a big problem of mine because I over think. I thought that the future may be better if I planned what I had to do to get what I want, -to achieve my goals and pursue my dreams. But then, I thought to myself, "Does it really matter where I go?" . The answer I had in mind is rather different form what I had in my heart. There it goes, another issue I have.

Mind over matter. I try to remember that as much as possible. I thought it would help. Then I realized that maybe I am fast tracking life. Skipping bits and parts of the whole sense of it. Making it out of the maze before I even got lost. Afraid that it might be too late.  That again, is a problem right there.

See, I have been afraid almost all my life. I have always been the one who worries too much, obeys the rules almost always. But, in life, you'd have to let loose too. You'd have to bend rules for you to get where you're meant to go.

I have my mind made up. The future may be near. The past has gone astray. The now is the thing that matters. I knew it, then. I had to live in the now. Because after all, the now will determine what'll happen next. The now.

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