Pouring My Heart Out.

We both know our own limitations
That’s why we’re strong
Now when we spend some time apart
Wheeling each-other out of the dark,
Cause we both know
What mistake is (?)
Won’t be scared now
If I change the made-out yeah
Change the made-out
They could take us
…
Why can’t you see it?
- Colbie Caillat & Gavin DeGraw's We Both Know

That song wraps up my thoughts about this someone. Here I am, being honest with what I feel.  I don't know but somehow in some way I feel tied to you. I just can't let go. But who knows what'll tomorrow brings?

There are times when I really feel  the need to hold on. There are times when I just wish I could let go. Opposing thoughts keep bugging me. I never let any of them win. But then there's this part of me that I just can't understand.

I thought maybe I was just amazed and carried away. But little did I know there was something more. Don't worry though, I'll keep my distance. I'll be the friend that you can always count on. 

You'll be that friend whose always there for me when I'm sad. That friend who supports me in my endeavors.

You'll always be my friend. No matter what happens, I won't let this thing destroy what we have now. =) 

Lastly,
I'm happy and contented with whatever we have now. 

That Wildflower Out Somewhere.

I love the day when we found out that we share a lot of similarities. That day, when we sang our hearts out because of things that complicate our lives as of the moment. And a lot of memories that are still clear in my mind. I miss those good old days that we shared.

Whatever happened to the closeness that we have, I don't how it came to this . I don't even know now if you are true. There are times when you would look at me and tell me something and end with a never mind. You're hiding. I don't know why. Its not even necessary since I'm open to you.

I pretended at those instances when you would tell me things that I don't want to hear. I listened and I masked my feelings. I know how you feel. But, is this the way that you would deal with this? Would you let our friendship be torned by your unchanging heart?

Wildflower

A word for that distant wildflower

Don't let your insecurities swallow you

Don't let you feelings mislead you

Don't fight with the free wind

Without it, there won't be you

This Is What I Wrote.

As I've said in my previous posts and poems, last summer was nice. I found missing parts of the puzzles that I'm trying to build.  If I was to give a title to it, it would be "Search". Haha. I sort of know that its cliche to say that you found yourself at such a young age. But I didn't, really. I guess I found bits of who I want to be. And so I found this poem that I wrote and remembered again why I set such goals for myself. Here it goes.

Real

And then she said it

I realized my life isn't perfect anymore

I don't get the simplest happiness

Just the tearing pain of being alone and abandoned

That's what I realized

I glanced upon what's in front of me

I realized that maybe my life was destined to be this

Realizing that, I confided all my blurry thoughts

It all came to one conclusion

I have found contentment in my fragile human heart.