It seems like everybody has been blogging about negative things. I feel so sad whenever I read those. I come to realizations. I don't ever understand it. I try to. Few hours ago, I felt happy. Finally, nothing's wrong. Only the campaign is stressing me. But then, there came Lunch and me and my friends are talking about friendships (the one the we -girls have). I don't know why or how it came to the point where my friend told me about someone saying a bad thing about me. I know its normal. I know it happens. But, I've had enough of this person. I wish I could tell that person. Does it feel good? Bringing me down then? And a few days ago, you did it again. I don't care anymore. But why? What wrong did I do to you? Did it ever enter your mind, that somehow you should move on and do the same. It's your fault. It's all your doings. Not me, her, or them. It's all you. I have said bad things about you. But, just that day. That day, where and when it all started. I accepted your apology before. But I can't seem to forget. I don't hold grudges. You should know that. I just want to punch you in the face. Yes, I really want to. You are insensitive. I can say nothing more. I wouldn't want to be like you. Someday, I hope you will think more. Of what you say and do. Don't say that you did it for him. I know you did not. You're a bad liar. You're just using him to have a better story. Stop using people. Stop complicating lives. The world does not revolve around you. I am so tired of you and your alibis. You won't ever get it. Just stop. That's it. I don't care. Oh. Does it bother you? Of course not. You're the one who I wish I didn't meet. When you came, everybody's life got complicated. In short, you ruined it. We used to be really close. Our class, I mean. Only, excluding you.
P.S. Sorry for the negativity. I just need to express myself.
Hugs&Kisses,
Jas[giggles]28 ^_~
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